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Why am I awake today?
Dec. 6th, 2008 01:53 pmFirst, happy early birthday to last night's birthday girls. *hugs all around*
Second, I am clearly too old for college parties. I don't really want attend any more of them. I want to have tea.
Third, WTF subconscious? Last night I had one of those dreams again. This one was... interesting? I can trace the influences on the imagery to what I was doing yesterday. Wedding dresses by Kenneth Pool (Hi, Austin Scarlett, MARRY ME?) and some bastard combination of Lizzie's house and the dance studio in Step Up 2 feature heavily. I can even analyze the situation critically given the topics of yesterday's conversations. I just wish my brain didn't come up with these things. They are highly disturbing.
Fourth, I want to go shopping so badly it physically hurts. I want to buy pretty dresses. My birthday is a little over a month away and I want to get dressed up and go somewhere nice. I want a classy dinner and dancing at a good venue with my friends. I want my one birthday drink and slice of birthday cake to be tasty and I want to be happy.
Fifth, Happy Christmas.
Second, I am clearly too old for college parties. I don't really want attend any more of them. I want to have tea.
Third, WTF subconscious? Last night I had one of those dreams again. This one was... interesting? I can trace the influences on the imagery to what I was doing yesterday. Wedding dresses by Kenneth Pool (Hi, Austin Scarlett, MARRY ME?) and some bastard combination of Lizzie's house and the dance studio in Step Up 2 feature heavily. I can even analyze the situation critically given the topics of yesterday's conversations. I just wish my brain didn't come up with these things. They are highly disturbing.
Fourth, I want to go shopping so badly it physically hurts. I want to buy pretty dresses. My birthday is a little over a month away and I want to get dressed up and go somewhere nice. I want a classy dinner and dancing at a good venue with my friends. I want my one birthday drink and slice of birthday cake to be tasty and I want to be happy.
Fifth, Happy Christmas.
