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1) Joseph and Anna leaving. v. v. b.

2) Getting sexually harassed by my new dance teacher. v. v. v. exceedingly b.

3) My therapist being out of town this week. b.

4) Not being able to find a new psychiatrist who will be able to prescribe the proper meds. v. v. b.

5) Missing my brother, the Gaby, and my darling Devon. sucktastic.

6) Forgetting how to be gay. fucking weird.

7) Going to a new dance studio. awkward.

8) The clusterfuck that is UNM's registration process. self-explanatory.

9) Not being able to go back to Wash U in the fall. ?

10) Life. ?

Date: 2009-05-14 02:35 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Getting sexually harassed by my new dance teacher. v. v. v. exceedingly b.
:( Ugh. That sucks and is very not cool.

On an un-shit note, I haven't written you a letter. That is because I have misplaced the piece of paper upon which I jotted down your address, and have bene unable to recover it from the abyss of paper piles that is my apartment. What is it again? (Do email if you don't feel like having that float out in cyberspace).


Date: 2009-05-15 04:41 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
ugh... agreed. geez, that's really inappropriate. yikes - hope everything is ok!

also, what's up with this "not coming back to wash u" thing? did anything in particular happen, or is it just taking some more time off? i'll miss you!!!

Date: 2009-05-15 05:44 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
Things are somewhat less than okay, but I'm making an effort to cope.

One of the things I promised myself when I came home was that I wouldn't go back to St. Louis until I was ready, assuming I wanted to go back at all. My number one qualification for readiness was spending at least a month before re-applying on a stable combination of meds. Because my psychiatrist is an utter fuckwit, and nobody else is taking patients until August, that's probably not going to happen any time soon.

Blergh. Everything is a bit of a mess right now. I don't even know what to think other than the ever-useful expletive: 'Shoot me in the face.'

How are you, dear? Glad to be done with school at last?

Date: 2009-05-16 06:39 am (UTC)From: [identity profile]
ugh... as a psych major, i have to say your psychiatrist is an embarrassment to my field of study.

in other news, glad to be done with school, but starting orgo back up this monday. so it was a short-lived break. alas, i think this premed thing has trapped me in a scholarly cycle of doom. haha- such is life!

i can definitely see the not coming back to stl.... you're the best person to judge whether you're ready or not, and it's definitely not worth the hassle and fuckfest to come back if you don't feel it's right. plus, meds are kinda a big deal - no one wants to deal with school and pill-switching at the same time. i'm so glad i got out of school when i was figuring that crap out, and definitely commend you on having the foresight to do the same. most importantly though, <3. despite being separated by expensive airfare and hundreds of pages of orgo, i'm always up for a chat if you need it. *hugs*

i miss you! hope these things sort themselves out soon, and i'll definitely update you on the awesomeness that is orgo :) much love


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